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Ok so great day wow

i went to josh (manry's) grandma's house for a tad and i brought him back to his house...then

I went to krista's house

wow...that was fun...like..wow...we worked everything out ...ahahaha

best night of my life

I mean 8 hour's with krista..it doesn't get better

i love her dearly

i'm glad thing's are better

her parent's were drunk.///i wasn't shy....that sounds like the making's for an interesting night i must say

wow it was fun

And tonight I relized something...Krista is more than My lovley , amazing , beautiful , skinny , pretty , wonderful ect ect.....whom I love with all my heart

she's my best friend

I know it's only been one hour sice I departed her house...but I miss her dearly

fun weekend

ok last night...me and josh manry went to the door....i drove

we saw amy there and nathan foster allan ? and jake?

we went for the resistance they did incredibly good i must say

then we left and made a wrong turn...we ended up in dallas ...and then in denton and then on south loop 8-20 but eventually i found myself at the frog...so i knew how to get home from there score

we spent the night at his grandma's house

today i'm going to krist'a grandpa's birthday party

i get to see her thank god

i love her dearly...but she doesn't seem to think so...she doesn't even think i like her and when i want to talk to her about it she's at her friends house and i get ignoired...so we can't talk about it

//sigh//

i just want her to be happy....

as a result of everything my self esteem has plummeted to the lowest it's ever been

i'm not good enought for her and i know it...

i think she's beging to realize it to?

I want to die for whatever it is i have done to make her belive I don't like her or anything of the sort

fuck fuck fuck..

just kill me now someone anyone

I fucked up yet again

If only she knew how much she meant to me

Alexisonfire2369: sigh
SmarterChild: What's the matter?
SmarterChild: What's up?
Alexisonfire2369: girl problem's i suppose
SmarterChild: Wait a minute... Girl problem's you suppose?
Alexisonfire2369: yes...i hate them
SmarterChild: What are they, exactly?
Alexisonfire2369: she think's I don't like her...and she is like mad at me
SmarterChild: Whatever...

Last night josh manry and jeff kell spent the night...we saw a movie called kicking and screaming it was ok i guess.....then we came home...and chilled and whatnot......I was worried about krista

i love her

i would never not

for any reason shit i'm so not good enough for her

redmon,<3

Everyone got out of school today....I got out last week...ahaha suckers?

Today I went up to kerr to pick up brittney...all the 6th and 7th gardes were like hitting on me....sigh

I miss krista..really really bad

I'm going to her house saturday for her grandpa's birthday party

I found out today I giggle alot

*man-giggle*

yesterday Nash tried to run me over in his car while i was in dollar trees parking lot...lucily i had my wits about me...and dodged his attempts...I'll get him back...Har har har